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Brianna Roberts
Born in Massachusetts
29 days
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March 3, 2006

Here is Brianna's life story.... It all started with when her dad and me got together... Her daddy and I were best friends we knew each other for two years before we got together... On November 11 of 2003 we went out on our first date , we fell in love before this wonderful day... Its a long story which I will not explain right now... We got together on November 11,2003 he asked me to marry me on Christmas infront of he entire family Christmas eve... I said yes of course and we where married on August 8,2004... The whole time we where together before getting married we where trying to have a baby... The road was very hard and long... But then and I can remember this day like it was yesterday on March 3rd of 2006... My husband told me to get a PG test because I was late and I told him that its just the way it is I always been like this missing my period but he told me trust me just get the test... I walk to Walgreens and it was a very cold winter day but I thought hell he told me to get a test maybe he knows something I don't... So I got the test and brought it home I can still remember being so nervous because all the test I have taken before came out as neg.... So I waited the time it dais to wait and to my surprise it came back as pos... I ran into the bed room waking my husband up with tears in my eyes and a great big smile on my face... He looked at me and said " Hunny are you okay why are you crying?" I told him " Happy Birthday Baby We are going to have a baby, the test came back pos..". He jumped up out of bed and grabbed me hugging me and kissing me we where laughing... I went into my roommates room and woke them up and told them... We all stood in the kicten and made a toast it was perfect... I called my best friend at work and told her.. She worked at my obgyn's office so right away she made me a appointment... Now starts me being pregant....

April 13, 2006

I went to my first appointment and had all the test that needed to be done... My best friend wroking there got me my test back in a hurry I remember getting a call from her telling me that the doctor was not liking one of my test results... My progestrone was longer then she like it to be... My best friend told me to go to the hospital and tell them I needed a ultra-sound to she if the baby had a heart beat... I was so very scared and of course started to cry.. The next day my husband's grandmother came over and I asked her if she would take me to the hospital she of course did... While waiting to go to ultra-sound my husband walked in with a teddy bear and a rose.. We then went to ultra-sound and the doctor found a heart beat a very strong heart beat... I was able to she her ( but of course didn't know she was a her at that point).. I had tears in my eyes when I heard and saw this baby that was growinf inside of me... I went back to my room and my best friend called the hospital.. I was able to talked to her and tell her that there is a heart beat and ask her no whats going to happened... She told me that she was going to tell the doctor and the doctor whould give me some medicine to get my levels higher... I got the medicine and used it not the way I was surrposed too.. But all the test were coming back perfect.... I then was told at one of my appointments that I needed to change doctors because my insurence that my docotr took would insure my pregancy so I had to switch doctors... Of course I didn't want to but did it anyways... Now starts me being pregant with a new doctor....

May 4, 2006

I lived in Lynn, Massachusetts so I went to a clinic that was down the street... All my appointments are going very well her heart beat is getting stronger and faster just like her daddy... I didn't really like where I was and wanted to leave... I am showing and having problems with people around where I live... This started a very stressful time for me and wasn't good.. But My baby girl held on strong and so did I... I have been throwing up a lot and didn't really want to eat but I forced myself to eat for the baby... The weather was getting hotter and was making me feel very nasty... But I dealt with it because I eas pregant and couldn't wait to hold this baby in my arms.... I contuined to go to all my appoinments and all the test were going good... The stress in my life wasn't to good though so the next few months living in Lynn, Massachusetts was really bad... So in September my husband and I moved to Salisbury, Massachusetts....

September 8, 2007
So on September 8, 2007 we moved in with our friends Paul and Chris in Salisbury, Massachusetts... Because we are renting the trail next door which is owned by Paul's parents... They need to re-due the inside so we are staying at Paul's house... I now have to change doctors again which was a pain in the neck... I was told the last time I had a ultra-sound in Lynn that I was having a baby girl... Of course the whole time I wanted a boy but was happy that I was having a girl... Of course I already had a named picked out either way it went... So now the baby inside of me has a name Brianna we came up with her middle name Marie because its my husband's nana's middle name... So now we have our Brianna Marie and how happy we are at this point... My friends Paul and Chris are very happy that we are here and that they can see me while pregant for the last month... My friend Paul( who I consider a big brother) takes me to my appointments now I'm going to the doctors every two weeks... Its hot and I'm very unconfortable now just wanting to have this baby .... Her heart beat is even stronger now which makes me very happy ... The time is coming down and I am getting a little scared about giving birth.. I go into the doctors and they are not liking that she is breeched... This is now in October... I'm due on October 28,2007.....Now for the last month of me being Pregent...
October 11, 2007

Now here we are in Ocotber... The weather is still hot and I am very tired and just waiting to have this baby... The new doctor that I am going to is talking about me having a c-section if Miss Brianna stays breeched.. So I am shecudle for another ultra-sound... They find at this one she indeed is not breeched anymore and I can have a normal birth.... Two weeks before I had her I went apple picking with my two nephews(they are my ex's nephews but I was surpose to marry but didn't married his best friend instead but we are still good friends so I still consider his nephews mine)..

It was a great time I thought that I couldn't wait until my brianna was picking apples... We had so many dreams for her and we are now getting a little nervous that it wasn't going to just be My husband and I any more that we are going to have a little baby girl very soon... It was a wonderful time... Now for the best time of our life Brianna being born....

October 23, 2007

On October 23,2007 I was doing my normal every day thing... Except I had this annoying cysts on my butt that finally pooped which was wonderful the pain was finally gone and I am now able to sit with out pain.. Paul's mom needed some help at our place so Paul, my husband Craig and I went over... I was told to sit outside because of the fumes of the stuff in the house whould hurt the baby so I watched my big brother and my husband do some work.... I told my husband to grab all of our dirty laundry so I could do it upstairs... I keeped having a feeling that I needed to pack my over night bag for the hospital which I didn't do yet and something inside wanting me just to clean it was weird and I didn't know what that was all about... So I stayed outside for a little bit talking to Paul's mom.. We were laughing and talking about me having the baby it was a wonderful time.... So I went upstairs where I found my hubby laying down and I started to do the laundary... It was a normal night my brother was on the computer playing his computer game , my ex Chris was in his room playing on his computer and Craig and I were laying on Pauls bed talking I had a load of clothes in the washer and one in the dryer.... My husband asked me if I wanted to take a shower I said yes... I was getting werid cramps but I thought nothing of it... We took our shower and I was folding some laundry when I really wanted a apple so I got up and got one... Now here is the moment I will never forget... I was enjoying my apple smoking a ciggie when I was getting really bad cramps I thougt I had to use the bathroom thinking thats what the pains where and I just felt that I couldn't sit still so I go to get up and bam all I feel is a gush of water or what I thought it that I pee myself .. I told my husband before all of this happened to time the pains I was getting which he did they where 7 mintues apart then the gush came.. I told my husband and my brother and went into the bathroom because I needed to pee... As I was getting up the pains where getting wrost and a nother big gush came... I told my husband to call the doctor that something wasn't right and I think that my water broke... I was waking around the house and the doctor called back.. They asked my what was happening so I told them and off to the hospital I go... I feel bad because on the way to the hospital there was another gush and it was all over my brothers seat in his car... He laughed and said don't worry about it just don't have the baby before we get to the hospital... I laughed and said I won't... My husband was totally calm and very exicetd here is the moment we spent waiting for.... It was about 1 am on October 24 now and I'm laying in the hospital bed going through the pains which wow did they hurt.... They gave me a needle in my back to stop the pain and my husband and I where able to sleep alittle... My ex boyfriends mom came which I still consider her my mother she was going to be there when I gave birth... It was 9 am when she showed up and stayed with my husband and I... I watched my soaps and was still waiting for Miss Brianna to come out... It was 7 pm when the doctor came in and said that if I wasn't fully ready to start pushing I was going to have to have a c-section... Well while I was watching Law and Order: SVU I felt that I needed to go to the bathroom really bad that I neeed to push... I told my husband to help me to the bathroom since I couldn't feel my legs and mom was like what did you say hun I told her and she left the room in a hurry coming back with the doctor ... The doctor told me that it was time and I could start pushing... I asked them to turn off the T.V. and if they had a radio... The doctor told me yes and asked me what station did I want put on... My husband told them what station and now I started to push I felt that I couldn't go on... But I pushed her out at 9:35pm on October 24,2007. She weighted 6lbs 8 oz and was 19 inches long... Now here is the amazing part October 24 is not only Brianna's birthday but it's my Uncles birthday too... I will never forget the moment that the doctor placed her in my arms... I looked down at her and I fell totally in love with her... That was the best day of my life and I will treasure it for the rest of my life....

October 24, 2007
Born in Massachusetts Newburyport on October 24, 2007. Our Perfect little angel
October 27, 2007
On October 27 I was able to take my baby home... I was waiting for Craig to come and get us so we can go home... I was so excited to be bringing her home so everybody there could see her... My big brother Paul and my husband Craig came and got me at 7 pm that night and I knew by the way my brother looked at her he fell in love with her too... We got her in the car seat and off we went home... My friend Ace was over the house when I got home and was abled to see the baby for the first time and Crhris too... She was crying because she was hungry so I had to go and get some bottles so I told Craig to feed her with the bottle that the hospital gave me.. And off to the store I went with my Big brother... I came home and I watched Craig with our daughter it still brings tears to my eyes... He looked so perfect sitting there with our daughter in his arms.. I will remember the look in his eyes the pride and love .... Of course this was the first night I had her and had to get up and feed and change her... I was so tired but it was all worth it..... Ah the first night a night in which we will never forget.....
October 28, 2007
Her Great Grandma and two of her Great Aunts came over to see her.. They brought her crib and things for her like her second teddybear.. Every thing was perfect.. My Best Friend and her husband came over that day too.. My Best friend held her and feed her.. We where all laughing and having lots of fun.. It was the second day of her being home I was having so much fun holding her and changing her feeding her and dressing her... We where the perfect family the family I always dreamed about.. She brought so much joy to everybody...
October 31, 2007
It was Helloween and I wanted to take her to Salem, Massachusetts where they have a big get together but she was to young.. So we all stayed in the house watching T.V. and enjoying Brianna.. I wanted to dress her up but she was too little.. We handed out candy to all the little kids in the niegbor hood and had lots of fun.. She was a true joy and pleasure and treasure that was worth the wait...
November 2, 2007
I took her to her first doctors appointment and every thing was great.. She was fine and was gaining weight which I was worried about... We came home from her appointment and watched our soap opreas together.. Life was so good with her in it... She was perfect in every way even all the doctors where telling me how strong she was and how alret she was even at this young of a aged.. I told them that she was just like her daddy... Strong and funny.. She would watch the T.V. and had to know what everybody else was doing just like her mommy..
November 5, 2007
Her daddy and I gave her her first bath on this day.. She loved the water just her mommy and daddy... It was this day that we saw her first smile.. She looked up at us and smiled... I looked at Craig and said" Did u just see that she smiled".. I had a big smile on my face and tears in my eyes.. Our baby just smiled at us and she knew how much we loved her.. We got her all dryed up and dressed and put her to bed.. Which she had other plans.. She cried until I came and got her.. I rocked her in the rocking chair until she fell asleep and I just staied there holding her watching a movie.. It was perfect... My husband was on the computer playing his game and he looked over at me and smile.. Of course he didn't know that I saw him do it and I looked at him with a smile on my face and said " Thanks hunny for giving me her she is perfect and beautiful..." Paul came home and right away held out his arms so I handed her to him and he just rocked her... Wish I got a picture of that... We all loved her here and she knew it...
November 11, 2007
It now Nov 11 this is the day her daddy and mommy had there first date and started going out.. It our annervarsy so we had one of our nephews baby sit Brianna and we went out.. I didn't want to leave her but I knew that my husband planned something very speical for this night so I went... Plus paul was home if justin had any trouble there was a adlut in the house made me feel a little bit better... Her Daddy and I had a wonderful evening and all I kept talking about was Brianna which my husband knew I was going to do.. We laughed and talked and had so much fun.. I just couldn't wait until I got home and had her in my arms again... We got home and Paul was feeding her I told him that I would finshed and took my baby girl.. Feed her and changed her and put her to bed... She fell asleep and stayed alseep for a while which gave her daddy and I some time to sleep too... It was the ending to a perfect evening..
November 12, 2007

Our other nephew andrew who is justin's older brother came over with his mom to pick justin up and bring him home... I took at picture of andrew holding her and I just love that picture... He was smiling and saying how little she was and we laughed and had fun... She was being her usual self smiling and crying wanting to be feed and changed.. It was heaven on earth... We watch t.v. I would sing to her and dance with her in my arms she liked it alot...

November 21, 2007
November 21 my birthday... I woke up in the morning to Brianna crying wanting to be feed and changed.. I took her out into the living room where we spent most of our time together... We watched t.v. and talked to my friend Chris and did all the normal stuff that we did on a day to day bases... I went to lay down with her for a little nap but my friend Mike came over and told me that I wasn't going to spend my birthday in the house.. He told me to get a baby sitter and that I was going to the movies... I said no I would just rather lay here with her in my arms I didn't want to go out and plus it was really late I couldn't get a babysitter.. So Chris and Mike went to the store and my husband woke up and played some birthday songs on the computer for me which I dance with Brianna... They came back they had a cake and some movies we were all going to watch... They sang happy birthday to me and to Brianna and I luagh and had little tears in my eyes... Craigs sister called and I talked to her about Brianna and other stuff.. I let our friend Mike hold Brianna for the first time.. He feed her and was rocking her to sleep... I told him I needed to give her a bath so she would be all pretty for her first Thanksgiving... So I gave her a bath and then went to lay down to try and get some rest... I put in her little crib and she started to cry she wanted to sleep with mommy... But I was told that I had to break her of that habit so I listened to her dry then here came daddy to the rescure.. He picked her up and changed her and put her in bed with me... She wanted to sleep on daddy's pillow so there she was laying next to me on daddy's pillow just as happy as could be and we both fell asleep.....
November 22, 2007
Passed away on November 22, 2007.